Saturday, November 21, 2009

Thankful some more...

I have the best in-laws a girl could ask for, and if that weren't enough, their extended family is beyond fabulous. The Michigan family and the Montoya family are near and dear to me. Not a day goes by that Grandma Postma has not gone before the Lord on behalf of me and my family. That is something that I cannot be more proud of.

Mama Pita has loved me like one of her own. She can make me laugh and she holds nothing back when it comes to board games. She loves Jesus and her family is one that I am proud to be a part of.

I cannot praise the Lord enough for these people. I love them and if you can believe it, they love me.

But this one, my sister, is amazing. This woman is smart. She is strong. She is passionate. She is beautiful. She is loving. She is REAL. She is warm. She is fun. She can keep a secret. She is wise beyond her years. She is capable. She is one of those people that has impacted my life in such a drastic way that I cannot remember life without her. She is independent. She is supportive. She is talented. She is true to who she is. She is compassionate. She can bake like no one else I know. She is soft spoken. She has a contagious laugh. She is my sister.

And then, there are these two. Known to my son as Papa Roy and Nana Starla. We will start with Starla… She is an amazing cook, anything she touches is tasty. She is woman of prayer. She is slow to speak and quick to love. She is supportive. She is passionate about her children. She is sold out for Jesus. She can work a sewing machine and knit, two skills I would love to have. She loves to clean. She loves all things organized. She understands my OCD issues about a clean house and an organized life. She is a woman who fears the Lord, she has raised her children to know the Lord and I can only hope I do as well with my son as she did with hers.

And then there is Roy. He is powerful, when he speaks, people listen. He is stubborn and at times firm, yet when it comes to those he loves, he melts like butter. He is passionate about cars and can play poker with the best of them. He knows Jesus and His Word. He believes in the power of prayer and he has been there for me when I was at my worst. He is honest. He is true. He is loveable. He is the most generous person I know. He gives freely and cheerfully. He is wise. He is the BEST father-in law a girl could ask for.

Friday, November 20, 2009

Thankful...

It is my favorite time of year, I adore the month of October and November pretty much makes my heart melt, because I absolutely love the holiday season. So, I figured we are 6 days away from Thanksgiving and I thought I would post about the people that have changed my life everyday for the next 6 days. Enjoy!

Well, it started with just the 5 of us. But I must say, my mama, literally saved my life. She has fought with me and she has fought for me. She loves me. She taught me to clean. She taught me about forgiveness, boundaries and the power of restoration. I love her.

There were times in life that the three of us could not be left alone together. Someone would always be left out or picked on... but as we grew up... there have been times that we could not be separated. My sisters have walked through life with me. They know the worst parts of me and the best, and yet the love me regardless. I cannot go without talking to them. We still fight and we can shop like no one else I know.

In my opinion my daddy can fix just about everything that could break and has broken. His talents include untangling a precious necklace that I had to wear everyday of my highschool life, as it was a gift from my boyfriend and it was tragic when it got so tangled I could not wear it. He came to the rescue. And when that relationship went south, really SOUTH, there he was, just waiting to mend my broken heart.


Then, there are the men of the family. To start, Jim has been around since I was in high school. He is my sister’s hubby and man, he has been right there in the midst of our family for years. He has seen the best of us and the worst of us and there is no one that I would rather have as a brother. We can talk about everything. He can make me laugh so hard I pee my pants and he is crazy about my little sister. I will never forget the time he drove her to a high school dance and stood up for her when her heart was broken. He is a Godly man and I love him.

Then, there is my hubby, and when you get those two together, there is no telling what they are up to. They laugh. They put up with the good, the bad and silly and they are fabulous fathers to their kids.

Finally, this precious one is near and dear to my heart. You see, when Andrew was sick, she and I would lay in bed together and just “hang out”. She has heard nearly every prayer I have prayed and when it was just me at home, she was there to snuggle with while I cried over my man. She is loyal and man I love her.

Thursday, November 19, 2009

Working Days and Fun Nights..

So, we have now come to a very fun place in life. At the end of the day I leave work and am just beginning my FAVORITE part of the day... Family Time... and recently, we have added an activity to Monday and Wednesday nights. Isaac has started swim lessons and I just don't think there is anything more precious in the world... I promise to post more pictures, but for now... there is just one...

I think it is a great picture that demonstrates trust. His teacher has her hand stretch out, just trying to "get" him in the water on the very first day. It is the most precious 30 minutes of the night.

And then, there is the story of Isaac developing a very strong willed personality. You see, this is something he DOES NOT get from his mama. I have no idea where this part of his personality came from, but Isaac is totally into doing things himself or as he says "I do it self".

He likes to hold his own hand in parking lots.

He puts on his own shoes, or at least will try for a good 10 minutes before letting mama help him.

He likes to get out of his carseat by himself.

And he likes to pick out what he wears to bed...

Yes, he is becoming "his own person" and I could not enjoy this stage of life with him more.

Wednesday, November 18, 2009

Wanting more for him...

It is no secret that I love to shop, for anything really... I just love to spend money. I will blame it on my grandmother who taught me how to "need" a variety of things that could all be purchased with one simple plastic card... and yet, you never really had to "pay" for them...

Until you got married that is... Andrew and I have been living on a budget and man, it is just FABULOUS... yes there are times when I am a titch sarcasitic... this would be one of those times... But don't let me forget to tell you, that my man does a might good job with the task of keeping his wife on budget, it is not a task for the weak... But there are days that I miss those days of care free shopping in college, when I bought the most random things with no after thought...

Well, now that someone calls me "Mama"... I want something more than a closet full of random things... I want my son to be wiser than me. I want him to know what it means to save for something. I want him to know how it feels to give without hesitation and I want him to know his way around a thrift store... So for now...

We are working on the saving thing... Andrew and I put our change in a "jar" and we gave all the pennies and nickles (yes, we give the best of everything to our son) to Isaac and he had the best time filling up his peggy bank...

I took these pictures in honor of his uncle Jim, who is so much more wise than I... Don't get crazy Uncle, I am not praying that my son becomes an accountant, just that he knows how to save his money...

A small note to my future daughter in law: Trust me, you will thank me when your husband knows how to save a little, give a little and spend a little, rather than just knowing how to spend a LOT, like his mama... One day, our husbands will be doing the budget and we might have to seek away for some "spending time", just you and I... together... what a sweat day that will be...

Tuesday, November 17, 2009

PLaYiNg CaTcH uP....

So... things have been a titch on the crazy side lately and nothing makes my day like looking at some family pictures... so I thought I would share a few...

This year, Isaac was a fireman for Halloween and his mama made his outfit. Well, except for the hat, well, truthfully, all I did was iron on some reflective tape to a t-shirt and some pants, but it sure was cute... And he LOVED it...

On a side note: the pumpkin bag he used to collect candy, was made for his mama when she was little... we might have to "get" another one of those when we have another little one... Yes that is a HINT Grandma...
His cousin Cede, Auntie Carol, Grandma and Grandpa came to hang out with us at the church's Harvest Festival. It was a great night, with tons of friends, candy, fresh popcorn and laughter...
Needless to say, Isaac had no trouble figuring out what the purpose of the night was!
It was a fun time all around...
Don't ya just love this picture? I sure do! Grandpa has his hands full!

Monday, November 16, 2009

A run, chocolate and a pepsi...

Normally... when things get a little rough...

I want to take a LONGGGGGG run... Run around the block...
Run away to a new city, state, job...
Run back to my parents house like I was a 5 year old girl who just needs a hug and a kiss...

But lately... all I really want, around 9:00am is to come home...
To you - my safe place, my love, my one and only, my protector and my soul mate...
The one I love to sleep next to, the one I cannot live without and the one I love...

And then, after a few minutes in a private place with Sweet Jesus, His Word, chocolate of some kind, a Pepsi and a few tissues, I get the strength up to do what ever I can for you...

My precious child, the one who is an extension of us, the one who needs all I can give and the one who says in the sweetest voice "I WUV YU" which makes even the worst day worth it...

But serisously, how much longer can I really do this?

Jesus, it's me, just please come and move me.

Tuesday, November 10, 2009

There's no turning back now...

The invites have gone out, the catering has been scheduled, the decorations are fabulous, and I am ready to go... I think...

You see, in my "spare time", I have been creating a Non Profit Organization called Girls Only Ministry. I have a been blessed with a fabulous lawyer how has helped me get things going and an amazing accountant who is ready to get the paperwork filed once everything on the legal side is complete. I am so close, I can just feel it.

This friday, is Friday the 13th, it is not significant because of the stipulations and horror movies that this date normally centers around, but this year, in 2009, on Friday November 13th, I will stand up in front of family, friends, and people I have never met and put my dreams and desires on the line. I will share the vision the Lord has given me for this ministry, HIS ministry. I will ask for their help and I will offer them a fabulous meal. Most of all, I will be taking the largest leap of faith I have ever experianced in my 28 years of life.

I am excited, I am as ready as I can be and I am nervous! The goal is not centered around the number of people that attend, but for God to be Glorified, and I am so excited to see it un fold!

You, yes, YOU, if you are reading this, YOU are invited to attend. I hope to see you there. I promise, it will be worth it!

Wednesday, October 28, 2009

I love you and am on my knees for you...

Dear You, You and You,

You know who you are. You are tender to me. I am heavy with burden over each of you.
I love you with every fiber in me and I want to get on a plane and come running to you.

We can have dinner, watch movies, cry and maybe even have a drink or two...
but for now... this letter will have to do...

I know you are hurting.

I know you want to run behind a closed door
and tune the entire world out...
I know what it is like to be down,
even hurt and want to cry out...
I even know what it feels like to "express my feelings"
in a less than "polite" manner
and in the most public of places...
I know you want to just cry out
and have SOMEONE hear you...
I hear you, remember where you came from.
Remember you are loved.

Even if you at times,
cannot run to your mama
and have her make it all better...

You can run to Him.
You can cry out to Him.
Reach toward heaven
and I promise you will not be forsaken.

Find a place, go to Him.
Meet Him there,
bring it all with you.
Tell Him everything and wait...

Wait for Him to wash over you with the warmest water.
Wait for Him to wash over you with peace.
Wait for Him to wash over you with love....
It is there and ONLY there that you will find
the ONE that can make all of this better.
I love you!
Each of you - ALL 3 of YOU and the wee one...
I LOVE YOU!
I will be in touch but for now,
find comfort and peace, find HIM!

Friday, October 23, 2009

Mama's Day...

I am a full time working mama who is head over heels in love with her little boy. Monday, the 19th was his birthday so I had planned on taking the day off from work so I could take him on a special outing... his Auntie Esther came with us and the day was perfect.

Can you guess where we went?


PS: Praise the Lord it is Friday!

Thursday, October 22, 2009

We had a BiRtHdAy PArTy!

My baby had a birthday...

His mama decorated his cake...

Grandpa, Grandma, Aunties, Uncle, Cousin and even the Great Grandparents were all there...
Mama used BLACK sprinkles instead of black frosting...
It was just as messy... The result was the same...
black lips, black fingers and black spinkles on the floor...

The wrapping paper was a big hit...

He got books and balls and ski clothes...
He shared well with his cousin...
He played, and played and played some more
with Cede and Grandpa...
It was a good day.
A big Thank You to Auntie Mandy and Grandma Cheryl for helping make this day perfect.

Friday, October 16, 2009

Tender Moments are Coming...


This was last year, at his 1st birthday party at Papa & Nana's - this year we are going to have fun with family once again. We will see Grandpa, Grandma, Cousins and the Auntie's & Uncle on Saturday and then we will see Papa, Nana and Auntie on Sunday - it is going to be perfect.

Hey buddy - As I get to thinking about everything you have learned over the last two years my head hurts. You have grown up. You are no longer a baby, you have become a full fledged toddler and one day you will go from being a boy to a man and I hope ya know that regardless of what the days look like that are ahead of us, I am your mama and I love you more than words can say.

I pray that you will fall madly in love with Jesus. May He consume you and may you be blessed with friends who also are madly in love with Jesus. May you have a heart for sharing the gospel, may you be quick to forgive and may you be burdened with the truth.


I am humbled to know that the Lord gave me such a sweet and tender hearted boy. I love you. I cannot say that enough. I love you as much as one woman can possibly love her child, but sweet one, Jesus loves you much more and for that, I am speechless. All my love my little one -
Happy Birthday and may our memories of this weekend be tender!

Thursday, October 15, 2009

Thursday's Thoughts...


Isaac and Nhyja (Nia) have been good friends from the start. She loves him and he is crazy about her. Every night before Isaac goes to bed, he says "Ni Ni" to the puppy and gives her a hug and a kiss, it is the most precious thing.

I am sure if we could ask her why she loves him, her answer would be "Because he feeds me off his plate"... yep... Isaac loves to share his food with the dog. He loves to give her treats, doggy treats and human food treats...

This is one of my favorite pictures. Mostly because I am in love with the location of this picture... I love Isaac's "playroom" - we transformed a large storage closet into a play "room" for him and he LOVES it -

It has been really fun to watch Isaac take more of an interest in books. He loved to look at them for a few seconds when he was younger, this picture is of him at 6 months. But lately, he will actually curl up next to you and intently listen as you read him a story - it is just precious.

Wednesday, October 14, 2009

A few of my favorites


Isaac at 2 months old with my Papa George and MorMor -
I LOVE THESE PEOPLE!


Isaac at 3 weeks old - Picture taken by CLB Photography


Isaac at 4 months old - How cute he is...


One of my all time favorite pictures -

Happy Birthday week my little man - I LOVE YOU so much!!!!

Tuesday, October 13, 2009

Intoxicating

I happen to think the smell of a freshly bathed child is intoxicating. Some of my favorite memories with Isaac center around bath time.

Sometimes bath time occured in the bathroom sink.


Sometimes bath time occured at Grandpa and Grandma's House...


And sometimes bath time even occured in the kitchen sink...
Bath time is a fun time at our house and I melt over the smell of my little man all clean, wrapped up warm in a blanket and cuddled in my arms. I love these times in life.

Monday, October 12, 2009

BiRtHdaY WeEk!

Well, in just 7 days Isaac will turn 2.
Which means today kicks off his BIRTHDAY WEEK!
So this week is going to be dedicated to him.
Brace yourself for some sappy mama moments and some fabulous pictures!

This was our very first family picture - I remember that moment like it was yesterday. I remember wanting to hear him cry so badly. I just wanted to hold my baby and when that moment came and I heard his voice for the very first time, I melted. Everything within me melted. I would not change anything about that day, it was perfect.


This is one of my most beloved pictures. It is my best friend, my lover, my safe place, my provider and my partner with our son. I am humbled when I look at this picture mostly because if you would have asked me 10 years ago what my life would be like, I would not have pictured this. If you would have asked me what the Lord had in store for Andrew and I just 4 years ago, I would have told you I wanted a baby, but I was not sure it would ever come.

I look at this picture and I so proud of the man I married. I am proud of the father he has become. I proud of relationship he has with the Lord and I am proud to have his last name.

Isaac, my prayer for you is that you grow up to know the Lord and to be just like your daddy. May you look at him and know that he is a good man. May you learn from him what it is like to be a Godly man and may you be blessed with a friendship with your father that will last a lifetime. May you always love to laugh and play. May you look at the world with a little bit of innocense and may you see Jesus in just about everything that comes your way. I love you sweet boy - Happy Birthday week!